i go by ellie but my real name is eliana marie.

i entered this world on january 6^th.

i’m an east coast girl.

i’m a dreamer, but don’t seem to come off as one.

i constantly dream about things that will probably never happen.

i constantly dream about my future.

i know that to make those dreams become a reality, i have to be practically perfect.

i’m a die-hard perfectionist.

i strive for ridiculous amounts which usually results in not that much sleep.

i love to write fictitious pieces.

i don’t mean it but they tend to have dark endings.

i have five cats: kermit, lola, missy,  mia, and coco.

i have two brothers.

i sometimes like my cats more than my brothers.

i love bustle, noise, and people, which is why new york city is my favorite place in the world.

i love observing other people’s lives.

i hate when i judge people or when people judge me, so i try not to.

i love being around people but on other days, i want to curl up with my cats and read books forever.

i love cuddling.

i’m an artist and my favorite thing hands down to draw is faces.

i love fashion and clothing and shoes and fabric and sewing.

i want to be a fashion designer and artist when i’m older.

i love to use commas and big words.

i refused to capitalize a letter for my entire sixth grade year.

i want to be taken seriously.

i believe that everyone has the right to think, believe, and speak whatever they want.

i love good music: indie and alternative.

i only listen to mainstream music when i’m driving.

i have a bad habit of changing the radio during a bad time while driving.

i believe that everyone has the right to make their own choices and live their own life.

i love children and can’t wait to have my own.

i am naming my first daughter sailor, and i couldn’t care less what my husband thinks.

i take french in school.

je veux habiter à paris pour deux ans.

i believe that people’s minds are their own and shouldn’t be messed with.

i love to talk about myself and analyze my behavior.

i love it when other people talk and analyze me.

i have yet to have a kiss that i am truly happy about.

i don’t trust anyone with my deepest secrets, even my best friends. you could say no one knows the real me.

i love to compliment others.

i have a tendency to elaborate my stories.

i believe the best in 80% of the population until they give me reason not to.

i regret when i’m mean but it is hard for me to apologize.

i have a lot of pride which usually hurts me.

i hate being wrong and making mistakes, which I do quite often but don’t admit.

i’m half african american and half dutch.

i love being unique.

i have seven dots on my face.

on most days, i hate them but don’t realize they are even there.

i love to run, it’s cleansing and calming.

i love doing something nice for strangers.

i love seeing other people smile.

i’m probably one of the most moodiest people you’ll ever meet.

i have a lot of opinions that contradict each other.

i love being a leader.

i’ve been to china.

i’m not scared of public speaking.

i’m extremely strong-willed, a leader, and what you call, “a force to be reckoned with”.

i have a tendency to over think things, say too much that doesn’t matter, and say too little that does matter.

i’m not afraid of needles.

i’ve pierced my own ears five times.

i would love to get several tattoos in a couple of years.

i’m afraid of spiders, snakes, being wrong, falling in the psychological sense, and having my heart broken.

i find that the most important thing in life is having control over yourself and having the power to be yourself.

i find myself hilarious.

i love music, art, sports, clothing, and cats.

i’m not perfect.

i think it would be pretty cool to be perfect, but it’d get boring after a while.

i play softball.

i used to play soccer but quit become of the coaches and politics. i miss playing the game.

i have a thing for guys with brown hair, a sense of humor, respect and intelligence. there’s one i blond who I find gorgeous.

i would marry any of the following guys in a heartbeat: cameron quiseng, chris evans, joseph gordon-levitt, eli roth, peter adrian, niall horan, and shiloh fernadez.

i can’t stand fangirls.

i love to travel.

i would love to go to russia.

i love the big bang theory.

i hate wasted time.

short story:

dreaming| perfection | art | sports | softball | track | cross country | fashion design | paint | photography | pen & ink | cats | biracial | new york city | style | detail | music | hipster guys | friends | family | commas | alternative, indie, rap, metal, dubstep | hangouts | clouds | dr. sheldon cooper | scary movies | vampire academy | shoes shoes shoes | earrings | independence | traveling abroad | the future | musicians | atheist | animals